This is how I usually start each day…to remind me God’s plan not mine!
I wanna be a famous writer.. a powerful thug gansta chic, or the most powerful and dangerous woman in Texas in Texas…
BUT WHAT DOES GOD WANT FOR ME??
What does he call me to do!!??
THAT IS what counts!
Pray on Warriors!
What’s for Breakfast/lunch?
Well this:
Served cold. Without a spoon. You have to slurp it for best affect!
The bottom that stuck to can I scrapped up with a knife I sharpened so sharp it could cut my tongue off.
Yum! Good stuff!
Thank you Campbell’s!
I don’t know why I left you til I had nothing to eat left in cupboard when I had a house!
Some of us have seen them as we watch shadows of stories dance in the moonlight.
And whispers of Epic novels that sparkle in the stars.
So at some point I guess right now is better to be homeless in someways. For the most part, loners like me are use to the isolation. Secondly we have immune systems like a cocroach and we all know how hard they are to kill…most of us lived to hard and fast to even notice any flux in bad viruses.  Â
Another aspect is most of us had such hard lives that a panademic or chopping off our heads like a cocroach is not going to phase us in the slightest. Most, like me pick up burning cigarettes and finish them on the daily and barely sniffle. It is a scary fact.
Unfortunately for the world, the homeless population likely will be alive for many years after most are gone.
Mood Swing
Happy Endings Are Bull Shit
I am somewhat sorry to see you die.
Don’t tear up you fiend…
I said somewhat,
Twat Breathe.
As you gurggle your last words….
The legion in me wonders if you see your mistakes or just your worthless life flash before your eyes.
Or do you just see me
Holding the knife?
7 Steps to Achieving Any Goal in Life
https://www.entrepreneur.com/amphtml/285049
This is where I am working towards as of this week: by Entrepreneur Magazine
My first Goal to achieve: I want to get a job by next week May 15th. So I am putting it out there for all to read! Accountability!
First step to end my homelessness!
What Day Is It???
So what’s your fav episode!?
Or fav quote from Star Wars?
Just for fun and for fellow Nerds! Love ya too!
Mine is Return of the Jedi Episode VI 1983
Favorite quote has to be:
This is So Important…
Please read before you reject a child or grandchild:
Read my previous post before opening this post….
https://shareably.net/police-officer-pizza-homeless-woman/
Yeah I know….another tear jerker!
Oh it is just in recent weeks I have new respect for the police here the Conroe Police Department CPD…and having to deal with this homeless population here. This reminded me of all the good they do!
Today I called for a welfare check on a girl friend (my closest in town) who threatened suicide several times by taking pills and disappearing! When she wouldn’t respond or quit texting for half an hour. I called friend nearby but when they were busy…I called non emergency police line. They treated me well and knowing we were both homeless still treated welfare check as priority.
Anyhow…when I first arrived here in Conroe…I couldn’t understand the volitale relationship between the police and the homeless. I felt the police leaned on us…and they did! Until they knew if you were trouble, criminal, drug addict, boozer, mentally ill or just flat out down and out.
Yeah you have your habitual drug users, drunks, vandals, criminals, and those who prey on homeless or each other. Some homeless care not about cleaning up or respecting the law or property private or public.
2 Minutes Ago at 10:01 am
I saw a cute little black girl with her hair pulled up in a bun on top of her head. She had a Minnie mouse short set on and tennis shoes.
She saw me walking down North Frazier (a very busy street) heading to the Post Office. She was so excited to see me that you would have thought I was the whole parade!
I think she may be the only person who thought I was cool. She figured I got to walk out the store and home with my shopping cart and all my goodies. She was so happy to see me and waved so enthusiastically. Man…I felt the love…
Something you miss as a homeless person. And to be wanted!
Anyways I she’d a tear and moved on to my next endeavor.
Can’t let the worthlessness overcome you…it can swallow you up if you let it!
May 4 @ 1:54 am
Some Days You’re the Dog….
And other days you’re the stinky Dog Food. Maybe today I am just the bone….and that is all right. I can live with that. But if I was a dog….I would look like this…
Lets get real…me as a dog….hmmmm
Now to reveal me as a dog:
Here it is:
You see us under the bridge.
In dirty clothes and nasty fingernails.
The druggies have no teeth…and the poor and unlucky too.
We sit hoping….wanting…
Wanting food and water…most of the time…
And a kind word
That maybe God has not forgotten us
And if we hold on
Keep pushing forward
Reaching even small goals…
That in the end.
Someone will remember us.
And we shall enter his kingdom as princes to the King.
Not as paupers and beggars but princes.
And oh what a glorious day that will be.
43 Thousand Views on My WebSite as of Today!
How can I ever say how happy it is to see this!
I never thought I would even get a hundred views. And damn y’all, I thought I made it when I had haters…me? Haters on my blog? Wtf? How did this great overpowering success come from? Lol
43 THOUSAND VIEWS! THIS IS CRAZY! I CANT THANK YOU GUYS ENOUGH! (FOR PUTTING UP WITH ME AND MY NONSENSE) BUT I SURE APPRECIATE IT! YOU MAKE ME FEEL WORTHY AND WORTHWHILE….and it’s been a long time since I could say that! So thanks y’all
All the Vibes…I write the the good, bad, nasty, incredible, heavenly, struggles, dirt and contentment: sometimes all on the same day!
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I plan on advertising my book that will be coming out soon on Amazon…if I can work out the details. But otherwise I want you to have a pleasant experience when viewing my website! I thought the ads annoying and a bit too much!
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My life in one basket…
Yeah I am a shopping cart old homeless woman. Some how today it made me so sad. I am going through it now. What to keep. What is dead weight.
Today it seems less sad. I wrote that before I went to mental health hospital. I use the stolen ladder as chair. People always trying to steal it from me. C’est la vie. Sad to you? Sad to me? Maybe but somehow…someway I am coming up through the trenches to solid ground
When I do ….I will remember the good and the bad in people and write from there!
Peace out!
Lord, I confess that I have sinned against You. And I now see how terrible my sin really is. Please help me to turn away from my sin and towards You. Please help me to surrender my entire life to You. Amen.
This is the story on You Version of the Bible! I highly recommend downloading this app. If you do let me know so we can friend each other and encourage each other in His Word! 💓
The Twisting Tail
https://murdochmouse.wordpress.com/
Oh man! I love this guy! He has stood by me since the beginning of my journey.
But Wow! WOW! WOW!!! HE REALLY BUMPED UP HIS WEBPAGE TO BE SO SOFFISTICATED yet so user friendly and oh So Incredibly BEAUTIFUL
I’m behind you 💯, my friend…keep up the incredible work not only in writing which is mesmerizing to the mind but also your web design!
Sending best wishes your way!
To you and your family!!!! Only the best!
Not gonna lie…this is a real tear jerker to anyone who has remotely suffer as she did in so many different ways. So beautifully written.
God Bless!